I hate his hair and I stand by that fully BUT his hair, his life.
His face on the other hand still one of my faces. God I can’t wait till Friday!!
It annoys me that I have to wake you up from sleeping on the couch and practically beg you to come to bed.
It annoys me that I ask you more then once to just put the dishes in the dishwasher and you still don’t do it and I end up doing it anyway.
It annoys me that I give you money for the rent and bills and somehow the bills still don’t get paid.
It annoys me that your 26 fuckin years old and you still don’t know how to pick up after yourself.
It annoys me that Im the bitch and the bad guy when I ask you, Do the dishes, please just pick up the living room, when do you plan on paying the bills. Even though I’ve never questioned you on where the money I gave you for them went.
At this point in our relationship the bad is starting to outweigh the good and I do NOT have the emotional stability to deal with that. Do I want to fight for our relationship, of course.
But I don’t want to be the only one fighting.
No… lost her brain talkin about she can’t wait for Harry to be able to put his hair in a full bun……… No jus no.
And this is the only place I feel safe enough to do so. This obviously isn’t about one direction its about my life.
So went out tonight for ladies night, nothing outta the norm BUT I’ve been talking to my ex and its been nothing but friendly conversation, talking about his new baby on the way and life since we’ve broken up. I already felt guilty for even talking to him so I should have stopped. I didnt and he was at the bar tonight and we talked and he asked me if I was going to my parents or home (indicating he wanted me to go to my parents so we could hook up) I said I was going home to the boyfriend but at one point I was sitting down and I put my legs around his and HE sat on MY lap not the other way around. And I realized things were escalating very quickly so I left and came home. I came home and laid in bed with my boyfriend for less then five minutes and got up and went to the couch cause I feel insanely guilty. I know I didnt cheat but I know that he would be beyond upset with the situation that happened. So I felt like I should sleep on the couch. I’ve been laying here for about an hour and a half thinking about it and idk if I should tell him or not. Im so upset its ridiculous but its my own fault cause I know what I did was wrong and I’m not gonna talk to him anymore cause I love what I have with my BF and I was outright stupid for even second guessing it because my ex is not someone I want to be with ever again. I just think we didnt have decent closure and tonight definitely verified that I don’t want him in my life, but I’m so guilty that its making me physically sick to my stomach.
Uuuuugh GOD IM FUCKIN STUPID!
I neverrrrrr neeeded thissss!
Jesus he makes my insides burn!
ITS ILLEGAL AND YOU CANT CHANGE MY MIND!
BY IT I MEAN HIM….GOOD GOD
Did I just go thrpugh a breakup with Harry Styles caaaause that’s what it feels like?
Also FUCKIN SOBBING.
Amazing writing as always Bee, this story is the highlight of my day.
P.s. IS IT NEXT FRIDAY YET CAUSE YES!
In the past few years, the science of Internet trollology has made some strides. Last year, for instance, we learned that by hurling insults and inciting discord in online comment sections, so-called Internet trolls (who are frequently anonymous) have a polarizing effect on audiences, leading to politicization, rather than deeper…
This is so insanely relevant it’s not even funny. There are people on this website who think it’s okay to anonymously message people belittling them to feel better about themselves…at least, that’s what I would have liked to think.
This article proves me wrong and shows that it goes much deeper than that. It states that these people aren’t necessarily looking to feel better. They are plainly looking for attention to feed into what drives them: Narcissm, Machiavellianism, Psycopathy, Sadism, etc. I’ve always said that giving into these people is only feeding them what they want. Thank you eiffeltyler for the link. It is insanely relevant to not only some tumblr drama on my dash (not naming names), but to some things in my personal life.
These kinds of people are only out for themselves and will consistently play (and believe that they have a right to) the victim card. Playing the victim only makes you a coward and weak. There are people in this world who are ACTUAL victims that rise above constantly and never use their pain as an excuse. THAT is true strength and how dare we abuse the word “victim”. Do you even know what it means?!
Have you been killed? No. You are clearly alive. Find a new game to play.
Speak your mind but don’t do it without warrant. There is nothing wrong with having an opinion, but don’t be disrespectful. A true opinion is usually one that is asked for…also an opinion should be used to give people a perspective on something you wish to portray. “Having an opinion” does not give you the right to be a bitch. Like I say time and time again, being nice is so much easier than being cruel. It’s also a million times more rewarding.
If you are guilty of having the thought, “but trolling is fun, especially when I’m bored” or “I like it when people get all hot and bothered by my blatantly rude remarks” then check yourself. Scientifically speaking….you probably have a mental disorder.
See this? This is what everyone signed on for, nothing more nothing less. I’m not answering questions about Bee and this asshole thing. Why cause 1. I don’t care and 2. Idk wtf its even about, so don’t bring that shit to my ask.
Its their blogs let them be them.
Your here to thirst over those beautiful angels up there^^^^
Not after the bloggers.
So keep that in mind the next time you sprout some crazy pyscho nonsense in someones ask.